This Moment when you burst out crying all alone, don't really know why, and realize no one truly knows how you feel... And it's good because you don't want them to know

Maybe the hardest thing is, that you know, it will never be like it was before, and you also know, that the reason why all this happens is you, but you can't change anything.

Go on alone
Because I won't follow
This isn't giving up, no, this is letting go

-rise against-

You can't say that everything's now over, because you wont give up for what you were fighting for. It wouldn't be fair.

And the others wont know how you feel and she wont see it too, because you don't want any of them to see how you feel, and you act perfectly, and you really now they wont see a feeling of you, because you were acting so long that sometimes you forget you're acting, and that's good.

You know, I fake it oh so well,
That God himself can’t tell.
What I mean and why my words are,
Less than parallel,
With my feet.
You ask me what I need.
And all I really need,
Is to breathe.

-he is we-

Perhaps a mask is not the best thing, but better than staying all alone. If your mask make your life better, keep it, but if it doesnt, throw it away. Sometimes is good to have a mask, and if your life is better then your happier and soon your mask wont be a mask it'll be yourself.

But maybe befor you say everything you want to say, wait one moment, look into your heart, remember the past and all the shit you get through... and maybe you'll realize that it isn't this bad as you think it is.

 "Sometimes the best thing that you can do is not think. not wonder. not imagine. not obsess. Just breathe. and have faith that everything will work out for the best"

-unknown-